Planning to do something you've never done before, in order to outgrow parts of yourself that hold you back, is a frightening, yet exhilarating, experience. I'm just praying for the strength and consistency to follow through and deliver.
Usually, I'd go into great detail about the day and feelings, etc. This time, I'd just like to keep it frank. I tried to come back to track early in 2017. I signed up with the Garden State Track Club and even got out one 100m race in the year but training was scant at... Continue Reading →
I'm definitely guilty of being one of those individuals who can become so task oriented that there is little-to-none thought given to what's been achieved. I've started to see how this leads to a life where the glass is always half empty. I'm typing this, having been convinced to stay in this Friday night. It's... Continue Reading →
I struggle with the patience side of things a lot. But therein lies my issue, I realize. I often find myself waiting on what has been prepared for me when my heart and mind aren't wholly in the relationship. Just like any other relationship, the reward has more impact when the relationship is the focus... Continue Reading →
When I was bullied as a teen, I recited this toxic mantra day after day after day. Sometimes in my head, sometimes out loud, sometimes from behind a smile and sometimes through tears. I wish I knew then what I know now. As stress blocks developed in my head, I repeated this phrase in my... Continue Reading →